Mommy held me down
I swear she wanted me to drown
I tell her I love her
She just wants me to suffer

So I hold myself back
My sight goes black
As the beatings rain down
I hear no sound

For I am a boy, and she is a girl
She pushes harder, my toes and fingers curl

A boy doesn’t fight a lady.

She kicks me outside
I wrap my arms around myself to save my own hide
My face is pushed into dirt
She doesn’t care how much I hurt

Feels like swallowing a desert

I try to cry
And I beg ‘why’
I feel around
All muffled sound

Then I feel something cold
I drag it through muddy mold
Throw it back as hard as I can
Too bad for her, she should have ran

She falls back, blood in her hair
I got her good, you’d never guess where
Then I feel so sappy
With the glee of feeling oh so happy

The blood on the long icicle…
Feels so good on my hand…

I murdered mother today, more to come
She should have killed me then
Your heart strings strung
Along my wall
I smile with glee
You look up at me

such sad eyes
I cover myself with so many lies
I should be dead, that much is true
I couldn’t stop myself from killing you